Scream like there's no tommorow.
Monday, February 26, 2007 6:14 PM
Tommorow's our school annual sports day. I'm taking part too. =)
I'm a long-distance runner. So, I'm taking part in 800m, 1500m and hurdles. I'm not very sure about hurdles. Godd.. I'm so nervous?!

Btw, there's a really bad and sad news. My friend Li Vui Chian just passed away yesterday.
The first time i met him was at Ee Xin's CNY open house.
It's my first time seeing him, but also my last. =/
Very saddening. *sighs*

Wish me good luck for tommorow ok.


Sometimes I just hate myself for wanting him.
5:43 PM
Hi people, i'm not counted as new. I just made a new blog. =)

I've been really depressed about some things lately, actually about someone. My whole life is a mess right now. It's driving me crazy. Ok, if you guys really want to know that bad. I'll tell, it's about this guy. He's really really cute and he used to like me. Used to like me, i repeat. But now he said he don't know whether if he still likes me or not. It hit me like it's the end of world. My heart is aching so bad that i can't even breathe properly. I hate myself for wanting him. All i can think bout is him. I can't sleep, i can't eat anymore. I discovered feelings that are so new. I want to hear his voice every minute of the day, i just don't have the guts to call him, afraid of what he might say. All i wish is that i could have him all to myself. But no, i'm holding onto a dream that will never come true. So i remind myself this is reality, not a dream. *SIGHS*

I'm SOO not in the mood. Bye.


I'm wishin on a star, To follow where you are. I'm wishin on a dream, To find out what it means. I'm wishin on all the rainbow's that I see, Hoping one day you will wanna be with me.


Sincerely yours.

Hi, my name is Joan.
I'm currently seventeenth and people wish me "Happy Birthday" on every 20th of July.
I'm a Christian and I love God, but I still need to work on my relationship with him though.
I suck at returning calls and texts. But most of the time, I'm just lazy.
I like everything that has to do with music, photography and maybe clothes.
Pups are adorable.